Holidays blow
la la laaaaa
Yesterday I went to my grandma's house. I seen family I haven't seen in awhile, but besides that everything was like, how it always is. It wasn't that bad though. could have been worse. I bought a lottery ticket and won $50, so that was the highlight of my day. Everything else kinda sucked.
This morning we were suppose to wake up early to open our presents, but I woke up at like 10..and i'm like.."uh, its not 6?". My dad had to work at 6:30 or so. So, we were gonna do gifts before he left. Turns out he really didnt give a shit. that fiqures. not that I care. but I know my mom and my brother do. I really hate how my mom takes so much shit from my dad...kinda likes she's really afraid of him and she has no reason to be. For instance, the other day (friday) he did something really fuckin stupid and all day she was bitching to me about him saying shit like "I can't wait til he goes home, boy is he gonna get it" etc..etc.. then he fuckin comes home and apologizes (not even a good one)..and she's like "eh, okay"..and goes and talks to me behind his back. I really fuckin hate that.
URGH!!!!! and then I'm suppose to go visit dustin, but NOOO my dad won't let me 'cause he thinks I'm gonna go have sex with him. what the fuck???? I'm soo aggravated about that!!!! I really like kory!! i wouldn't hurt him like that. He's a very cool person and I hope i get to know him more better soon.
I just need a friend right now. I need that rock that will be there just to be there through think and thin with me. thats all. I just hate loosing friends. and loosing touch with ppl.
Yesterday I went to my grandma's house. I seen family I haven't seen in awhile, but besides that everything was like, how it always is. It wasn't that bad though. could have been worse. I bought a lottery ticket and won $50, so that was the highlight of my day. Everything else kinda sucked.
This morning we were suppose to wake up early to open our presents, but I woke up at like 10..and i'm like.."uh, its not 6?". My dad had to work at 6:30 or so. So, we were gonna do gifts before he left. Turns out he really didnt give a shit. that fiqures. not that I care. but I know my mom and my brother do. I really hate how my mom takes so much shit from my dad...kinda likes she's really afraid of him and she has no reason to be. For instance, the other day (friday) he did something really fuckin stupid and all day she was bitching to me about him saying shit like "I can't wait til he goes home, boy is he gonna get it" etc..etc.. then he fuckin comes home and apologizes (not even a good one)..and she's like "eh, okay"..and goes and talks to me behind his back. I really fuckin hate that.
URGH!!!!! and then I'm suppose to go visit dustin, but NOOO my dad won't let me 'cause he thinks I'm gonna go have sex with him. what the fuck???? I'm soo aggravated about that!!!! I really like kory!! i wouldn't hurt him like that. He's a very cool person and I hope i get to know him more better soon.
I just need a friend right now. I need that rock that will be there just to be there through think and thin with me. thats all. I just hate loosing friends. and loosing touch with ppl.