Jun 24, 2004 00:40
there is this boy. bry. he is sooo far from my usualy type...u know rocker boys lol anyway bryan and i have been working togetehr for 4 years and when he first started working there i had a crush on him...i thought he was really cute and really sweet...well then he started hanging out with these two girls at work who were wayyy dif from me...and he started to change and he got meaner but he was still sweet...u know what i mean?
so like over hte years our relationship has gotten to the point where...we are friends...and we flirt...and we tease each otehr and its really a love hate realtionship... well the tihng is i stopped liking him a long time ago until someone mentioned it recently...
and then i was like "oh bry blah i dont like him anymore we are friends" well the more and mroe i look at us i feel the "tension" and i dont know if its jsut me...
its crazy, so i talk to my manager a lot and she goes "haha u two have such a love hate realtionship"
and he said soemthing last week teasing me and i didnt hear and he goes "one of these days ur gonna get really pissed at me and slap me" and i told him i was very tolerant when he picked on me..and my manager told him "its a love hate realtion ship bry" and he goes "theres not hate!" and now im flustered and confused... like he tells me about all his little gfs and how they are hot and how is great in bed and what he likes and doesnt like and its crazy.. i dont know what to do...i dont know how i know if "this is it" or if we are jsut firends...bc there is "tension" did i already say that? but im jsut really confused and if any of u can give me insight jsut im me or respond here
thanks