Screw It!
I have decided i have been single for far too long...
Ok not a year but its getting close and all my relationships have been complete shit sooooo they dont count... hence me being single for far too long! I've come to realize this because im gettin frustrated over little things, AND finding myself too attracted to people i cant have... well who knows if "cant have" is the right word but how about "it will never happen" yeah that sounds better! And it dosent help that the people you're attracted too look rediculously good when you see them. Screw the idea of not being able to have what you want. I'm too drawn to the "perfect" idea of someone who has certain qualities i find "perfect"... im tired of being too drawn to people or thinking that possibly the idea of the "perfect" person has got away.
I want to change... i wanna be able to say screw it all and just have fun... so thats what im gonna do... im gonna be myself and say screw it! I'm going to let it come to me. I'm going to be nice, be myself, and flirt with whoever i want to!
So yeah... screw it!
Ok not a year but its getting close and all my relationships have been complete shit sooooo they dont count... hence me being single for far too long! I've come to realize this because im gettin frustrated over little things, AND finding myself too attracted to people i cant have... well who knows if "cant have" is the right word but how about "it will never happen" yeah that sounds better! And it dosent help that the people you're attracted too look rediculously good when you see them. Screw the idea of not being able to have what you want. I'm too drawn to the "perfect" idea of someone who has certain qualities i find "perfect"... im tired of being too drawn to people or thinking that possibly the idea of the "perfect" person has got away.
I want to change... i wanna be able to say screw it all and just have fun... so thats what im gonna do... im gonna be myself and say screw it! I'm going to let it come to me. I'm going to be nice, be myself, and flirt with whoever i want to!
So yeah... screw it!