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hey right now i am eating my coco puffs and whipped cream ummmmmmmmm lol and i am listening to the cell (the movie its playing behind me so i can't see the screen) any-who... today during 7th and 8th hour i felt like crying. like i had no reason to be living and i think its because someone said something that really hurt my feelings. i try not to let people hurt me but when i think about it i think i am hurting myself. at the end of the day when the bell rang i felt so... alone... i wanted to speek but my words...they were muffeld. my screams they were unheard.... why... because some stupid ass had to say somthing and hurt me inside.... i am not going to talk about it anymore its getting me angry. it was nice to walk home alone i could clear my mind i could hear my thoughts i felt like i was not alone anymore even though i was. i guess you would have to be in my mind to understand what i am saying. today during my 5th hour i felt like i was going to crack luckily Blake was there i think his voice is claiming even when its the stupid sounds he makes lol. i don't know maybe its just that i had someone there that i talk to. when i talked to melissa on friday when she slept over when we talked i felt... high...i sounded high lol... yea i am going to shut up now. hopefully Smugs will go on aim he is the only person that will listen to me. anywho my play went great i got all my lines there was a few times where other people forgot there lines but unlike them i remember all of mine i hope tomorrow people do better. well i am going to go now probably do some stuff on myo later