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[sxybuni69]

today was even better. Cindy sang her song in drama she was amazing. *claps for her* lol. then i got to talk back to Ms.Maas lol she told me that i have to walk tomorrow i told them that yea i was walking... to restrickted lol my mom says she will do somthing about it to back me up. they can't make me do somthing i don't want to. i could walk if i wanted to but i don't seeing that i have to babysit tomorrow and i have to walk prestion down to the park and then fallow him around the house, lol. oh after school i had to stay after for the "news" thing we are doing in english. so after we did that me and melissa walked to lowell and said hi to all our old teachers. that was lots of fun. all the stuff there is so small. i even got to say hi to my 2ed and 3ed grade teacher. wow she changed. other then the fact shes not pregnt again lol (3rd grad she was had twins). walking thou the school brought back so many memorys of when me and melissa and liz would play spys on the play ground. i remmber watching them take down our metal yellow bus... i remmber seeing them pull away the memmorys we had on that thing... wow.... its amazing what i have been throu. seeing all the things i have and doing all the things i have done. i rember the good and the bad like when melissa went to a privet school for a year or 2. i will never forget waching the twin towers fall in my 6th grad class. making a speech that almost made my teacher cry. i am happy how far i have gotten... and looking back makes me think how i have changed so much... i use to be the girl that wouldn't care about how she looked. i use to be that girl who thought that friends would always be there...look at me now... covering my skin with a sweatshirt everyday. pertending that i have no one when i really do and i just can't see it... i am promising myself to change no longer will i put myself down... no longer will i make myself hurt inisde... no longer will i be quite after someone yells at me telling me i have no chance on being on my own.... i am an amazing person i may not be the wourlds most butiful girl... but i am me.... and i love me.... wow, i feel like i am being self centerd... is thins becase i am not use to being so nice to myself???? who knows... all i know is i am going to go out into the wourld in a better mood. but before i go and do that i think i am going to take a nap lol
oh before i go i have made it so that only my friends can read and comment. (sorry melissa)
later