life is crap and we all know it...
my mom is now forcing me to take my a/ds becase i stop i haven't taken them for 4 days and there majorly waring off i can feel the diffrence. i feel free not held back... my mom says i have an attidue but you know what its becase she thinks that all pills fix everything. she dosn't know what its like to be on them eather... she told me that i will be grounded if i don't take them.... i said fine i guess i am grounded for the rest of my life till i am 18 becase i am not going to take them there a waste of my time.
as for my love life... yes i have asked blake out in a way and he will say no if i asked him again i don't think right now i could even ask him out i am so mad at all the stuff he has been saying so i give up on him i still love him yes but i am not trying to get him anymore. if he wants rayne he can have her... (Blake like i said if you think me and nick are so fucking boring go fucking hang out with her then you can kiss her all you fucking want till she finely gets the guts to push you in the dirt and hurt you so much that you can't breath).... sorry had to say that... had to get it off my chest... other then that all me and blake will be is friends...thats if i don't get him so pissed he wont talk to me.... then i'll be sad try to make him forgive me become friends with him again and so on...
other then that... me and melissa went for a walk it was fun in till we had to leave... i fenely get a chance to hang out with her then i have to leave. talking to her helps me alot... its like talking to blake only melissa knows me better and i can tell her things i can't to blake... i am tempted to eat then leave for another walk or maybe i'll sit outside by the tree and read or write or draw... i don't know...
oh before i forget people who have read my friend is in love with a punk ( the story of me likeing josh and something in the story are ture and some are fake) melissa said she is making a secqule in the new one she talks about me liking blake and about most of the stuff that happens with me and him what stuff will happen in this one i have no clue but i think painting north again would be fun lol or maybe somthing worse... who knows. lol i can't wait to read it though if its as good as the last one. she said the tital maybe My friend is in love (love crossed out) likes another punk or somthing like that sounds like fun to me. well i am going to call anette to see if she'll let me bring melissa over for when i babysit. that or i will be outside in the back yard.
later
as for my love life... yes i have asked blake out in a way and he will say no if i asked him again i don't think right now i could even ask him out i am so mad at all the stuff he has been saying so i give up on him i still love him yes but i am not trying to get him anymore. if he wants rayne he can have her... (Blake like i said if you think me and nick are so fucking boring go fucking hang out with her then you can kiss her all you fucking want till she finely gets the guts to push you in the dirt and hurt you so much that you can't breath).... sorry had to say that... had to get it off my chest... other then that all me and blake will be is friends...thats if i don't get him so pissed he wont talk to me.... then i'll be sad try to make him forgive me become friends with him again and so on...
other then that... me and melissa went for a walk it was fun in till we had to leave... i fenely get a chance to hang out with her then i have to leave. talking to her helps me alot... its like talking to blake only melissa knows me better and i can tell her things i can't to blake... i am tempted to eat then leave for another walk or maybe i'll sit outside by the tree and read or write or draw... i don't know...
oh before i forget people who have read my friend is in love with a punk ( the story of me likeing josh and something in the story are ture and some are fake) melissa said she is making a secqule in the new one she talks about me liking blake and about most of the stuff that happens with me and him what stuff will happen in this one i have no clue but i think painting north again would be fun lol or maybe somthing worse... who knows. lol i can't wait to read it though if its as good as the last one. she said the tital maybe My friend is in love (love crossed out) likes another punk or somthing like that sounds like fun to me. well i am going to call anette to see if she'll let me bring melissa over for when i babysit. that or i will be outside in the back yard.
later