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Hey its me yet again who else would be writting these things in here if it wasn't me, I wonder? Anywho, I feel like I am in a dilema like these r these guys all whom I love n still have feelings for but they r my friends n I don't kno wut to do like the 1st guy, he was my 1st , so there is emotion feelings for him still n he feels the sameway wit those feelings. LIke u can never forget ur 1st love. I was always willin to give him another chance but the only thing now that seems to be on my mind now would be his age, this was never the case when we were goin out, maybe I matured or wut but I just get like that is the only thing, or maybe I was finally able to let him go. I really dunno, then there is this other guy who I really liked he had everything I was looking 4 has a job, older than me, a firefighter, sweet, nice, everything, but the thing is he says he still has feelings for me but I really dunno. I had my heartbroken so many times I am wary to the fact when a guy says that. I really dunno kno wut to do. Then my health I guess is goin ok I am on my high state it started yesterday maybe due to the fact that my movie is coming out today Underworld: Evolution!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YaYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! I can't wait, another thing I am doing more is pickin up more crew times n I am still waiting on the other firehouse to accept me which I think they will. I am just confused wit the guy thing that is all.