Not trying to freak, but...
Okay, this is going to sound like I'm totally freaking out about everything, but I'm sick and tired of everything right now. Diana, I love ya girlie, but I don't know what I can do to make things better between us. Help me out please. Keary, I haven't been ignoring you! I just haven't had the internet for a while. I'm sorry I didn't reply to your entries sooner. I know, I am making a big deal out of all of this, but this journal just a good way for me to say exactly what I'm thinking and feeling at the time. If I seem overly dramatic, it's just because that's how I was feeling when I wrote this. I don't regret saying, writing, or doing anything in my life though. If I had said something different to someone in the past, it could change my entire life in the future. I just watched The Butterfly Effect and it really opened my eyes to how much one simple thing can change the fate of the universe. The Chaos Theory states: "It has been said that something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world." If you think about that hard enough, you realize how significant every single moment in your life is. One simple, tiny change could alter your life and the lives of everyone around you. I mean, everyone would love to change something in their life to make it better, but after finding out how much one thing can change, would you feel the same way? Think about it...