Mar 03, 2005 12:58
Today my back is hurting so bad. I don't feel like going to my Psych class at 2:00. I have an hour. My knees also hurt and I wish I had a car I could go lay down in. It's a nice day, we've been having nice days on and off for the past month or so. Spring is coming and I can't wait. That means it's closer to summer. I think I caught a bug last night, because I started feeling achy and my head was pounding. My boyfriend came and picked me up after all from mi casa. I started feeling worse as the night wore on, and I just wanted to go to bed by the time we got to his house. He left me for an hour or so and then came home. By that time I was extremely ill, my whole body was hot, my face felt swollen, my ears ached and as well as my body. I don't nearly feel as awful as I did last night, but I sure am not at full power. i could go home, but then again our Psych teacher has his class set up where attendance is 60% of the class overall grade. Damn. I really need to work on the class too, I need all the points that I can get. Sometimes I love my boyfriend so much I can't believe it. How cheesy. I never thought I would be in REAL love. I guess I have always been in infatuation. When have our good times it makes me forget about all the stupid and hurtful things he has done or that we've been through. I'm not saying I'm innocent or anything, because Lord knows how childish and crazy I can be. Now that I'm pregnant and we are going to have a baby together, wow things have changed. I know I am never going to be the same girl again. This pregnancy thing is crazy. I have never seen or felt my body like this before. Two months to go...