*sigh*
i've realized that i am to antisocial.
but last night i overcame it. Went to charlotte, tremont, alkaline trio and rufio. rufio was the second band and alkaline last. Basically 2 cigarettes and 1mg klonopin on the car ride, some greasy food, arrived, another cigarette and energy drink and a sip off of nick's beer for the sheer fact it was cold lead me to listen to the last songs of the first band and try to crowd forward for rufio. they started after a song or two i moved to the quasi pit then to the front where the jumpy people rammed into everyone. the perspiration was gross, but the water was refreshing and singing along and being so close was worth it. After rufio i went to cool off only to discover i had no money so i bummed a cigarette off of what appeared to be a gay couple, nice guys. drug myself and my 3 pounds of clothing due to moisture intake to a generic leather couch and stuck myself to it. after ten min i decided the bathroom sink would refresh my lymph areas and cool me down but upon standing up i decided the bathroom had a new prerogative, and after free my bladder since it had been elbowed some many times that night i again arose to find a new objective. washed my hands turned around and went back to vomit. then found vik who gave me two dollars for a water then vomited a second time and i was better from there on out. Vik sat outside with me through a couple of trio songs until i felt better then went back in and i just relished in cool weather with my souvenir t-shirt. driving back nick will and daniel did most of the talking. and sleeping for 10.5 hours makes everything WONDERFUL I love concerts, but i don't think fast food within an hour of a show is a mistake i'll make again.
Rufio's last date on this tour, now i'll wait for their new album.
ever notice when life is good it seems brighter outside. i have a wonderful family who loves me, a brain that will get me somewhere someday (although i have no idea when) and a bf who is sweet. not to mention friends that are crazy mad, and then some that are my relief and are laid back fun. i am truly blessed and thank god for my life.
but last night i overcame it. Went to charlotte, tremont, alkaline trio and rufio. rufio was the second band and alkaline last. Basically 2 cigarettes and 1mg klonopin on the car ride, some greasy food, arrived, another cigarette and energy drink and a sip off of nick's beer for the sheer fact it was cold lead me to listen to the last songs of the first band and try to crowd forward for rufio. they started after a song or two i moved to the quasi pit then to the front where the jumpy people rammed into everyone. the perspiration was gross, but the water was refreshing and singing along and being so close was worth it. After rufio i went to cool off only to discover i had no money so i bummed a cigarette off of what appeared to be a gay couple, nice guys. drug myself and my 3 pounds of clothing due to moisture intake to a generic leather couch and stuck myself to it. after ten min i decided the bathroom sink would refresh my lymph areas and cool me down but upon standing up i decided the bathroom had a new prerogative, and after free my bladder since it had been elbowed some many times that night i again arose to find a new objective. washed my hands turned around and went back to vomit. then found vik who gave me two dollars for a water then vomited a second time and i was better from there on out. Vik sat outside with me through a couple of trio songs until i felt better then went back in and i just relished in cool weather with my souvenir t-shirt. driving back nick will and daniel did most of the talking. and sleeping for 10.5 hours makes everything WONDERFUL I love concerts, but i don't think fast food within an hour of a show is a mistake i'll make again.
Rufio's last date on this tour, now i'll wait for their new album.
ever notice when life is good it seems brighter outside. i have a wonderful family who loves me, a brain that will get me somewhere someday (although i have no idea when) and a bf who is sweet. not to mention friends that are crazy mad, and then some that are my relief and are laid back fun. i am truly blessed and thank god for my life.