Losing my cool
30 Dec 2019 A night of cries and worry, i shouted in frustration and it startled my son.. Im sorry. But there is mess and noises coming out from the living room and kitchen. I just couldnt take it, baby is crying non stop even i tried all my ways. I cant comfort him. Things needed to buy and yet forgetting, catching for time and yet cant pump, thinking about tomorrow things to pack, these stress are really making me mad. As the anger rises by level and i just blow up in the room with my son. Then the next moment i found myself crying apologising to my son after he got startled. Im a bad mother. I cant even care for my son well enough.