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Geez...
So I suppose I have finally resorted back to livejournal. Though I don't imagine I will continue updating as I am not in the habit to anymore.
I hate it when Sarah says she will call me and then doesn't. This morning I got back from Maine after being gone for a week. Prior to that, I spent two days with her because she had just gotten back from being in CO for almost a month. She just called so... oh well.
I don't want to have to deal with starting college. I foolishly just bought a new cell phone I didn't really need but desperately wanted. Now I am stuck with the realization that I might not be able to afford books. What do I do then? Though, I don't even know how much books cost.
I am babbling on for no reason other than I need something to do. Mom and Quinton are in Philly. Richie's at Dad's and I've have 4 hours of sleep in the past 36.
Jonathan comes home Saturday. Yahooooo! Lucky bastard being in Australia for three weeks. Though I do suppose his parents could have picked a better part of the summer. Once he gets back, almost everyone will be gone. Well, not really but.. quite a few people will have left already.
GOD DAMNIT ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP IN MY OWN BED TONIGHT! WHY CAN'T I SAY NO.
I have finally cracked... no but seriously. Sarah was supposed to spend the night (childish? I think not.) She said her mom was wondering if we could sleep over there. Sarah thinks it's because noone will be there if she stays here. I just really want to sleep in my own bed.
And, now I'm crying.
Damn you livejournal, for letting me freely express my emotions without having to worry about what someone else thinks!
Sleep deprivation is quite an evil thing.
So I suppose I have finally resorted back to livejournal. Though I don't imagine I will continue updating as I am not in the habit to anymore.
I hate it when Sarah says she will call me and then doesn't. This morning I got back from Maine after being gone for a week. Prior to that, I spent two days with her because she had just gotten back from being in CO for almost a month. She just called so... oh well.
I don't want to have to deal with starting college. I foolishly just bought a new cell phone I didn't really need but desperately wanted. Now I am stuck with the realization that I might not be able to afford books. What do I do then? Though, I don't even know how much books cost.
I am babbling on for no reason other than I need something to do. Mom and Quinton are in Philly. Richie's at Dad's and I've have 4 hours of sleep in the past 36.
Jonathan comes home Saturday. Yahooooo! Lucky bastard being in Australia for three weeks. Though I do suppose his parents could have picked a better part of the summer. Once he gets back, almost everyone will be gone. Well, not really but.. quite a few people will have left already.
GOD DAMNIT ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP IN MY OWN BED TONIGHT! WHY CAN'T I SAY NO.
I have finally cracked... no but seriously. Sarah was supposed to spend the night (childish? I think not.) She said her mom was wondering if we could sleep over there. Sarah thinks it's because noone will be there if she stays here. I just really want to sleep in my own bed.
And, now I'm crying.
Damn you livejournal, for letting me freely express my emotions without having to worry about what someone else thinks!
Sleep deprivation is quite an evil thing.