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so i have decided that for a while i am going to do some drastic stuff..
#1- I am going on an all water detox... 3 days... just haven't picked the days yet.. (we are having steak tonight so maybe i'll start tomorrow)
also, i am choosing not to call this a fast, because it is not. i feel i need to do this for physical not spiritual pourposes.
I need to do a three week fast again some time.. but i know i will need to get work and school off to do this so again this must wait untill it can be planed.
#2- i am contemplaiting giving up everything that i like.. no more photography, no scrapbooking, no painting, no guitar, no music, no shows, no chai, no friends, nothing
I feel i would be happier with myself if i didn't have anyone to make me feel unworthy and not good enough... also if i didn't indulge myself with time wasting activities.
i don't know what the third point is but every good speech has three main points, so i guess mine isn't very good...
uhh point #3 i am craving greek food... i miss Alexander SOO much mostly because of his YaYa & Papu's cooking... nah really though i do miss that guy! and his family, except for his mom.. because she hated me :)
well i really don't have much more to say except that for living in a town with over 20,000 college aged kids i do feel quite bored and lonely... (need friends semi-my own age) yeah so i have decided semi my own age is 14-30...
although all the young'uns are still on high school schedule.. hmm i should abduct Taryn!!! muwahaha!
#1- I am going on an all water detox... 3 days... just haven't picked the days yet.. (we are having steak tonight so maybe i'll start tomorrow)
also, i am choosing not to call this a fast, because it is not. i feel i need to do this for physical not spiritual pourposes.
I need to do a three week fast again some time.. but i know i will need to get work and school off to do this so again this must wait untill it can be planed.
#2- i am contemplaiting giving up everything that i like.. no more photography, no scrapbooking, no painting, no guitar, no music, no shows, no chai, no friends, nothing
I feel i would be happier with myself if i didn't have anyone to make me feel unworthy and not good enough... also if i didn't indulge myself with time wasting activities.
i don't know what the third point is but every good speech has three main points, so i guess mine isn't very good...
uhh point #3 i am craving greek food... i miss Alexander SOO much mostly because of his YaYa & Papu's cooking... nah really though i do miss that guy! and his family, except for his mom.. because she hated me :)
well i really don't have much more to say except that for living in a town with over 20,000 college aged kids i do feel quite bored and lonely... (need friends semi-my own age) yeah so i have decided semi my own age is 14-30...
although all the young'uns are still on high school schedule.. hmm i should abduct Taryn!!! muwahaha!