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[sxejulz]

I was PISSED lastnight. I went to a party and took three drinks from Courtney's smirnof, and then had a shot of vodka. Yes me. Alcohol. I hate myself too. Just so you know that will be the first and last time anything like that will ever happen again. I tried to puke but I don't know how to make myself puke so it didn't go to well and I just ended

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[anonymous]

not even ebough to get drunk but enough to feel a slight buzz i bet. You act liike you had a poison in you remember your the one who put it there and your the one who made it go away. The reason you werent drunk (despite minimal intake) is because you were afraid. You have no experience in state of feeling drunk and anticipated it scaring you so much that you actually sobered up. Thats the mind and thats the power of it but sometimes you can use your mind as a control not a safety net that is if you trust yourself. Self-control is an illusion and a trick. The word itself was made by man and we are creatures of habit by nature. Take some time to think that no matter what at the end of the day youll still be a person and you can decide how certain things effect you. Read "Food of the Godds" by Terrence McKenna front and back and actually look at the views of his words and you might have a better understanding of accepting some people instead of placing them in two groups of users and non-users. Oh yeah and addiction is an illusion also. When your told that something is addictive it becomes addictive. Something that feels good we usually strive to do more of whereas we dont see the reality of the choice that it is purely recreation of your mind and you can decide when you want something and how you want it. Our world is filled with many things the last thing it needs is a war and ban on nature.