Jul 01, 2004 10:05
My moms a b*tch. She gave away my cat behind my back. "You don't take care of it, Your never home," I took good care of that cat, I was never home because I hate my house. But letting it out on the patio for it to run away and get hit by a car is taking better care of it than I ever could? Fuck her.
Its ok though, I bought her some beautiful finches a couple x-mas's ago, and I'll find a good sanctuary for them. I don't know why I did, every pet I've had she's ended up giving away or it mysteriously runs away.
Me and Adam are having problems, breaking up, doing dumb shit and whatnot. We're trying to work things out though, we have way to much history and we know way to much about each other and love each other too much to just let things go. Things are harder than I ever imagined though. I think relationships are the ultimate test of your character. Your forced to come to so many understandings, realizations and middle grounds. You say you'll never change for anyone but when you love someone you end up changing in some way. I think the hardest thing is know that know matter how much you love someone, they're human, and both of you are going to have thoughts about other people and even make mistakes. But that doesn't change how you feel, love can be enough :)