pss
i think i have pre-snow syndrome. snow today and starting yesterday, random crying for no apparent reason; constant nausea and the thought of food sickening; everything feeling so heavy and like it's closing in on me so tight that i feel like i cannot breathe...these feelings seem to be getting more debilitating and intense with each passing winter. i really don't know how much longer i can live through/live in a place where the distinction between the seasons is so marked. trying to drop all of my meds during the winter may not have been the wisest of choices.