Why does it have to hurt so much?
I guess just about everything is sucking for everybody recently, so I'll just add to it my shit here, to complete the circle. Me and Bridget broke up last night, it was mutual, we just both agreed that we weren't working to well together now. I hate it so fucking much, if I feel that we aren't working, I shouldn't feel like I just ruined the rest of my life. It really hurts. Then tonight, I went over to her house and we hung out for a little while. We went and watched Ocean's 12. It was good. We went to get some chinese food, then went back to her house and watched National Lampoon's Christmas thingy. The thing I don't get is that we were all holding each other and kissing all night, and it just felt so fucking right to me. I can't over the feeling that I ruined something so good. I want to be with her so much, I can't see straight, literally, everything is going in and out of focus and going all blurry and sideways and shit. It sucks to type. I'm not going to school tomorrow and I'm supposed to call her so hopefully we can get some more stuff worked out. Hopefully I didn't ruin my life and everything good in it. We talked a little tonight, and she said she just doesn't want to treat me like shit, and that we've both changed. Since she's going to college and has different friends and stuff. I don't see why we can't work past that, but that's what I'm going to talk to her tomorrow about and stuff.
On another note, we moved Roberts back, that was fun. 3 hour road trip there and back with my little S-10 packed as much as we could get it on the way back. It's really fucking good to have him back, now I just wish the other drama could stop. It all sucks right now.
I guess that's it, I'll post later and shit, goodbye, I love you all, never leave and always stick together. You never know when you'll need a shoulder to cry on and someone to be there for you. Peace.
On another note, we moved Roberts back, that was fun. 3 hour road trip there and back with my little S-10 packed as much as we could get it on the way back. It's really fucking good to have him back, now I just wish the other drama could stop. It all sucks right now.
I guess that's it, I'll post later and shit, goodbye, I love you all, never leave and always stick together. You never know when you'll need a shoulder to cry on and someone to be there for you. Peace.