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hmmm....
am aggravated and upset.....
feel like the world just wants to crash down on me
wanting a voice to reasure
wanting the trust returned to me
i feel fucking amzing (sarc)
the urges of self harm are back, well, they've never truely left, and i feel like i dont want to be here anymore, the feelings come and go and fucking hell they're so tedious now......but....i will try and i will beat this.....(yoo wanna see my face, i look so sure i can....yea right)
i just wish they would go........i wanna be my happy inside and out self again.......whenever that will be u dont know....
pfft
on a lighter note
am going to see mcr and evanescence in november woop
going to see mcr with stef and evanescence with kirst and kraig
me and kirst are ok btw.....one or 2 fall out/argument things but were ok......
gonna go anyway
x x x
am aggravated and upset.....
feel like the world just wants to crash down on me
wanting a voice to reasure
wanting the trust returned to me
i feel fucking amzing (sarc)
the urges of self harm are back, well, they've never truely left, and i feel like i dont want to be here anymore, the feelings come and go and fucking hell they're so tedious now......but....i will try and i will beat this.....(yoo wanna see my face, i look so sure i can....yea right)
i just wish they would go........i wanna be my happy inside and out self again.......whenever that will be u dont know....
pfft
on a lighter note
am going to see mcr and evanescence in november woop
going to see mcr with stef and evanescence with kirst and kraig
me and kirst are ok btw.....one or 2 fall out/argument things but were ok......
gonna go anyway
x x x