Apr 18, 2007 19:13
Dear diary,
It been a while but i need to write you now.
I'm happy with my life right now.
This is what always wanted in my life.
But i miss you more than ever.
It has been almost ten year.
And your past away, but your not out of my heart.
I look like you more than ever.
I see myself in you and your smile is my smile .
You was always there for me , without you i wasn't here.
You raised me with my mommy to the women im now these days.
And im so proud of you.
Some people talk bad behind you back but i will always stand up for you.
Because you made me what im right now.
My thoughts about you will never change.
You are a part of me.
And i can't think about the time you can't stand next to me when i say yes to my man.
Or you will not by my side when i see my baby for the first time.
And i can't do anything about it.
I can cry my eyes out but it will not helping me.
But my heart will always cry
I still hope you'll never forget our times toghter because i wont.
I will always be that lil girl on your bike and you will be always my hero.
Dear god please look after my gandpa and give him everything he need.