Oct 10, 2005 00:16
Hmm. I really didnt think going to the show would be a good idea. And for the first hour, every time I looked at him or thought about how if he hadn't dumped me it'd be me hanging with them backstage instead of whoever else, I started crying. But then I met this cool kid and we had some fun. Its good to know that maybe its possible for me to maybe not spend the rest of my life sad and alone. Yeah so I got his number...yeah i know, I'm a pimp.
And I was in a good mood until Sic Transit Gloria came on and I had memories and started crying again. But I can expect that for a while. Because thats what I do.
But yeah, maybe I'll call that kid. He made me feel way better.
And I might get to see Paolo tomorrow! Yayyyyyy!