Jan 11, 2005 15:16
um they pulled the plug on my grandpa today. i cant even explain to u what i feel.
today just feels like a bad dream, like nothing is real. going to work even felt different. it just doesnt feel real. i honestly feel like i will wake up and be able to go visit my grandpa. i dont understand. my mom is taking me to a psychologist.
no matter what happens i will wake up tomorrow, i'm not THAT weak. i'll live.