This is so pointless.
There's so much more to life than high school that it's ridiculous. I realized that there are two types of people; some that are completely wrapped up in their social lives and couldn't imagine anything better than that, and others that worry about the future and the things that are going on around them.
I feel so bad for the people that fall into the first category. Most of those are people that I come into daily contact with. I'm not going to name anyone because I don't feel the need to. I only practically live with a handful of people, and they are all guilty of it. I think that may be the reason I feel so excluded. Because I don't fit the perfect mold of a teenager that feels the need to go to football games every weekend, or parties every night. Socialize and stimulate. Marijuana and booze. I need to get out of here before I go crazy.
Sorry if this disturbs any of you guys. School honestly doesn't do a thing for me. It's crap. One day I'll put a cap on my head just to throw it off again. An accomplishment? Well, it depends on what you're looking for in life. I've considered it... but I could never drop out of school. No matter how hard things get. I just feel really lost right now, and I know that most of you probably feel the same. Nobody's future is hand picked and idealistic. I worry too much about mine.
:-/ I'm at a loss for words.
I feel so bad for the people that fall into the first category. Most of those are people that I come into daily contact with. I'm not going to name anyone because I don't feel the need to. I only practically live with a handful of people, and they are all guilty of it. I think that may be the reason I feel so excluded. Because I don't fit the perfect mold of a teenager that feels the need to go to football games every weekend, or parties every night. Socialize and stimulate. Marijuana and booze. I need to get out of here before I go crazy.
Sorry if this disturbs any of you guys. School honestly doesn't do a thing for me. It's crap. One day I'll put a cap on my head just to throw it off again. An accomplishment? Well, it depends on what you're looking for in life. I've considered it... but I could never drop out of school. No matter how hard things get. I just feel really lost right now, and I know that most of you probably feel the same. Nobody's future is hand picked and idealistic. I worry too much about mine.
:-/ I'm at a loss for words.