Damn it.

[sx_xualmongoose]

I'm soooo fuckin tired of this bullshit. I've lost pretty much all my friends since the summer ended. I'm just so freakin hurt and confused.... First freakin Ian talks shit about me to the point where I literally could never be his friend anymore, then Nico goes to Madison. Not that me and Nick don't talk anymore just because of that. I don't

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[dr_nick_fury]

The only person I called was Nicole and I still get in trouble for that because I'm on the phone to long according to my parents. I don't have time for anything anymore and its pretty arrogant to think that you are the special exception to this rule. Even Nicole isn't a special exception in this case because she never answers or is "too busy", or "sick", or whatever.
You have shit good right now, you have a boyfriend, you have a comfortable(or at least familiar) surrounding, you have free time, no stress from a job, and you have the chance to at least talk to the people you mentioned. I don't care if they exclude you from the room, or don't take you places, or you just generally feel left out; because the fact is sometimes you just choose to lock yourself in your room and talk to Rudy.
Look at this equation...
Nicole + Chowas + Devin + Weed = No More Caitlin Time

This is a similiar equation from about 3 months ago...

Nicole + Caitlin + Devin + Weed = No more Nick Time

Welcome to my hell....
This isn't a post to say I'm angry at you. I'M NOT. I'm not angry at you nor will I be angry at you in the near future. Nor do I try to avoid, trick, lie about, lie to, or slander you...I'M NOT IAN.

Caitlin I love you but I don't pity you because quite frankly I've been in the same situation for going on a year now.

What will help? TALK. I talked to you, now you talk to them, and not individualy either, as a whole. If you say this won't work, well try it first. If you say "oh well I tried this one time when...", then try it again.

Accept this as good advice, because nobody in the whole circle of people you know has been kicked out of more friends groups than me. I know how this works...

Love/Fuck You
-Dr. Nick Fury

[sx_xualmongoose]

Nick, I understand that I don't have things nearly as bad as you do, and I'm sorry. I never said that I had it worse. I KNOW that you have it so much worse than me.

BUT

I'm still going through a hard time, and I thought I had the right to post that on my own journal. Also, your second equation wasn't 100% accurate. I understood the similarity to the first one, but I always had room for Nick time, weed or not. Maybe Nicole & Devin didn't give a crap about you, but I did, and still do. I love you no matter what, and thanks for the advice. Sorry if I came off as an ass, but I honestly didn't think you liked me anymore. I love you too & you had every right to say the things you did.

--Cait

[dr_nick_fury]

No more Nick time with Nicole.

[sx_xualmongoose]

:-(