Apr 09, 2005 16:22
So last nite was some-wat hectic and nerve-wracking. Went out to the estates for a while and then back to Lindsay's. I hate seeing my friends depressed or barred out... passed out. Me and Jamie went for a walk to talk about everything going on and we met some boys lookin for a lingerie party. hehe. They were cute and it made us both a lil happier. Im finally giving up on "him." Ive realized he doesnt exactly care too much about me and I really dont give a damn anymore. I cant allow myself to be weak anymore and give into him... Like I almost did again last night. But not anymore.
Lynndz and Sairuh picked me up. We were all feeling pretty down so we did the two things that can cheer any girl up. Went to the beach at night AND to taco bell. haha. Then fell asleep.
Dino took me driving the other day again. I nearly killed us making a turn 30 mph on Holley. Haha... I thought Dino was gonna have a heart-attack. I didnt realize i had to step on the brake. I just took my foot off the gas and assumed the truck would slow. But all is well. Dino grabbed the stearing wheel. Ive realized I really do like spending time with Dino.
Well that would be all for now<3