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why can't things just be plain and simple? why is it that when you like someone, it's so hard to just tell them? you want to just tell them, but you worry about them not feeling the same way back and want to spare the awkwardness. In my case, I can't lose this one. we're so extremely close and if i didn't have him around, i dont know what i would do. it's not like i hang out with him that much, i hardly even see him, but when i do i'm just happy. plain and simple. part of me wants to tell him, but the other part is dreading it. the way i look at it: it's senior year, it could make us or break us. if i do tell him, maybe he feels the same way and we can be happy together. if he doesnt feel the same way, maybe things will get awkward. what if he thinks i'm just some big weirdo and he never wants to talk to me again and when we go off to college we'll go our separate ways and never see eachother again? i mean, i don't want to base it on the 'what ifs' and my wandering mind, but i dont know how else to decide. i need help.