Self-esteeeemyaaay!
Interview
Tanja: It's your Birthday soon, innit?
Tanja: Yeah, in less that two weeks!
Tanja: So, what do you want for your Birthday?
Tanja: It's a little embarassing, really....
Tanja: Oh, come on!
Tanja: I'd really like a self-esteem!
Tanja: A self-esteem?
Tanja: Yeah... It doesn't even need to be a new one, it can be the old one I lost. Actually, I'd be really happy if I could find the old one again, I grew kind of attached to it.
Tanja: Do you remember where you lost it?
Tanja: No, not where not when. I remember that I used to have one, and I don't really have it anymore, so I must have lost it somewhere on the way from Before to here.
Tanja: Oh... I see.
I bet half my friendlist knows what I'm talking about from experience. But... Dammit. I used to be sure of myself and stuff. I used to be able to take a compliment. Lately lots of good stuff happened, stuff that should, logically, prove that I am capable of something. A couple of serious bisiness-projects and I entered the Psych program and stuff. And I'm just paralyzed inside and scared and hardly dare to do anything because what if I can make it? Have forgotten how to handle success, it seems. Because how can I deserve it. Idiot.
Look, scary children from American beauty pageants! Here (the original website) or here (all pics in one LJ-post).
Tanja: It's your Birthday soon, innit?
Tanja: Yeah, in less that two weeks!
Tanja: So, what do you want for your Birthday?
Tanja: It's a little embarassing, really....
Tanja: Oh, come on!
Tanja: I'd really like a self-esteem!
Tanja: A self-esteem?
Tanja: Yeah... It doesn't even need to be a new one, it can be the old one I lost. Actually, I'd be really happy if I could find the old one again, I grew kind of attached to it.
Tanja: Do you remember where you lost it?
Tanja: No, not where not when. I remember that I used to have one, and I don't really have it anymore, so I must have lost it somewhere on the way from Before to here.
Tanja: Oh... I see.
I bet half my friendlist knows what I'm talking about from experience. But... Dammit. I used to be sure of myself and stuff. I used to be able to take a compliment. Lately lots of good stuff happened, stuff that should, logically, prove that I am capable of something. A couple of serious bisiness-projects and I entered the Psych program and stuff. And I'm just paralyzed inside and scared and hardly dare to do anything because what if I can make it? Have forgotten how to handle success, it seems. Because how can I deserve it. Idiot.
Look, scary children from American beauty pageants! Here (the original website) or here (all pics in one LJ-post).