simple conversation like tea with god
having a script handed to you is soul for sale, pick & choose, personality shopping & i could be perfect too if you gave me enough money & enough time to take everything that i want to & then discharge my neurosis in front of a lusted, comatose audience - i don't think there is one woman that i admire by whom i am not sexually spellbound. my admiration is very sexual, usually, always. a perversion almost. i like to keep my idolatry secret because i fear exposure will take away from who i am. over all, i just don't like when my progression is mapped and charted. it makes me feel cheated. i keep my inspirations to myself and become better than them, later admitting my obsessions once i am no longer interested.
i could be anything you want me to be, easily. but i fight too much because i am not paid enough. i fight too much because i am stuck here for now & i might as well make it bloody. i fight too much because, in this life, i'm too late to have it easy. i missed the free ride & porn is not an option. but nudity is if it will make you listen to me. love does not brag but i want you to be able to if, some time, you'd like to.