i'm talking enough for both of us.
i miss him so damn much. i don't know why. as much as he makes me so mad.. i just don't know. i'm always gonna care. and it's weird. because i really shouldn't. but right now. sitting here at night thinking i just get really sad and wish i could talk to him because i miss everything. i miss the old times from almost two years ago. and i miss the new times at my house. for some reason he makes me happier than anyone, just to hear from him. now i don't know if i ever will again. i was really mad a few days ago, actually it was like a week ago. i told him before this to let me get mad and trust me i won't be anymore after an hour. just don't let it get to you. it's just how i am. so now i'm stuck. i can't talk to him. i can't put myself in those positions anymore for him to think something less of me than what he already must by now. you just never know with him. i hate this though. i gotta get over him. i dont want to. how can someone who makes me so angry also make me so happy. that's the question of the week folks.