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I'm still alive. I just mostly write in my xanga-- and here, i just write on the little updates on my life and more personal things...since not much people know about me having livejournal.
I'm starting school tomorrow. A brand new spring semester! I'm looking forward to it. I'm so tired of just working, going out all the time, or sometimes just staying home munching on sweets that would go straight to my gut or my thighs. I need some excitement in my life.
I wish i can move out and be out on my own. I just feel like i'm missing out on the college life. I think i'm emotionally ready, but not financially really to be out on my own. *sigh* but i wish i can have a little place of my own and hold parties and sleepovers.
Anyway, i'm having the worst luck in guys. There's Michael, but i really don't like him and would really like it if we stuck to being friends. He's really not that independent and i don't like that. He acts like a baby and i hate it. He can't even drive freeways and i feel like he can't handle situations because he wouldn't know what to do. There's guys that i've dated a few weeks ago and i don't want to talk to them anymore. All they wanted from me was some ass. I strictly said NO. but he kept on enforcing it. I just want someone who is quirky and dorky and who likes me for who i am and enjoy great moments together. I'm no booty call. Ooh well. I'm still loving the single life... but i won't have anyone for valentine's day. =( i've got my friends who love me though!
Speaking of friends, it's really hard to find really close friends. Most of my friends are more like, "hi and bye" friends, and i only have 2 close friends. Richie is always there for me no matter what. Cathy is very sweet and loyal, but sometimes i can talk to her or spend more time with her often. She is flakey, and i dislike that... but that's how she is. She would ask me to go to a party, and on that day of the party, she would tell me how she doesn't want to go anymore. *sigh*
I'm starting school tomorrow. A brand new spring semester! I'm looking forward to it. I'm so tired of just working, going out all the time, or sometimes just staying home munching on sweets that would go straight to my gut or my thighs. I need some excitement in my life.
I wish i can move out and be out on my own. I just feel like i'm missing out on the college life. I think i'm emotionally ready, but not financially really to be out on my own. *sigh* but i wish i can have a little place of my own and hold parties and sleepovers.
Anyway, i'm having the worst luck in guys. There's Michael, but i really don't like him and would really like it if we stuck to being friends. He's really not that independent and i don't like that. He acts like a baby and i hate it. He can't even drive freeways and i feel like he can't handle situations because he wouldn't know what to do. There's guys that i've dated a few weeks ago and i don't want to talk to them anymore. All they wanted from me was some ass. I strictly said NO. but he kept on enforcing it. I just want someone who is quirky and dorky and who likes me for who i am and enjoy great moments together. I'm no booty call. Ooh well. I'm still loving the single life... but i won't have anyone for valentine's day. =( i've got my friends who love me though!
Speaking of friends, it's really hard to find really close friends. Most of my friends are more like, "hi and bye" friends, and i only have 2 close friends. Richie is always there for me no matter what. Cathy is very sweet and loyal, but sometimes i can talk to her or spend more time with her often. She is flakey, and i dislike that... but that's how she is. She would ask me to go to a party, and on that day of the party, she would tell me how she doesn't want to go anymore. *sigh*