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decide to quit -- tomorrow. decide to quit everything -- tomorrow. wonder what time it is, whether or not there are still people out and about, whether or not it would be worth it to go out and find those people. run a mental list of who's in town, who's nearby, how much money you have and how far away you could get. start babbling. stop when you realize what you're saying is not making too much sense. stop when the whole thing hits you -- ton-of-bricks, fist-to-the-stomach -- hits you and leaves you feeling like absolute shit.