Shit son.
Ok, so by Jan. 7th or whatever, I'll have definitely finished my 100 page honors thesis (I'm on page 74 right now anyway). I'll be totally drained and wanting to make up for all the fun I missed this semester. So my decision? I think I'm going to be more open to the possibility of driving to Blacksburg for John's birthday. I think I really need to be in a situation like that where I make awful (but fun) decisions, get drunk and then some. Really, thats what college is supposed to be about anyway damnit. I've been way too good the past 3 1/2 years. I want to go!!!!! AH! and the thought of Christmas day/night is the only thing getting me through all this crap for the next week. I hate week long migraines. I hate school. I hate honors papers. I hate term papers. I hate finals. I want to be home and in bed, asleep.
Also, my friend Tim...not the same Tim from freshman year obviously, has been really sweet to me since I guess I've been scaring him lately with my no sleeping, hardly eating habits. He made me 7 cd mixes today because I was whining at work about my lack of new music. I <3 him mucho. He also said he would cover my gross Wednesday morning shift from 7 till 11:30 am. This officially saves my life. sweet.
oK, enough thinking and procrastinating. Back to this stupid paper...
Also, my friend Tim...not the same Tim from freshman year obviously, has been really sweet to me since I guess I've been scaring him lately with my no sleeping, hardly eating habits. He made me 7 cd mixes today because I was whining at work about my lack of new music. I <3 him mucho. He also said he would cover my gross Wednesday morning shift from 7 till 11:30 am. This officially saves my life. sweet.
oK, enough thinking and procrastinating. Back to this stupid paper...