May 08, 2004 02:12
ok, well wow, I'm not even sure where to start...and i find it funny that everytime i write on here about my life i always seem to start it off the same way.
But anyways, I'm finally home from school. I seriously cannot believe that im done my freshman year of college. I can remember exactly how i felt around this time last year. I was thinking to myself, wow, i'm really going to college. I was so excited because i was getting to oppertunity to meet people from all over; a change from the people u grew up with and knew all their life stories..but at the same time i was scared. I was scared because i wasnt sure if i was the "college student". But to my suprisment, i proved myself wrong and did pretty well for a first timer.
I just find college so amazing because you always hear the stories about all the crazy nights and fun times, but it never really means something to you until you live through it. Now that i've finally got the chance to experience it, i'm loving it..even the bad times.
College has shaped me into someone new, more mature. Even though there is still a lot in my life that i need to figure out i know that the people that come and go in my life with eventually guide me to the right place. And the people who will be in my life forever, to you i am forever thankful.
So i'm home and things are going. I'm working Mon-Fri 11-4 so i have to get used to that, but it's money and i've been trying so hard to buy my own car (harder than i though tho!) Other than that i'm just trying to enjoy time with those that i love so much and try to figure some things out too.
I guess thats about it for now...i'll try to post more often now that im home for the summer.