Apr 29, 2004 07:37
my record, gone. down the drain, bitch, bastard, moron, idiot. i am so not happy.
i got my first headache that i had to treat with fioricet in at least TWO MONTHS. big deal for me, very big deal. and i haven't used my migranal for even longer... but NO, those stupid persistent "transformed migraine" bastards had to come back. well, it damn better not stay for long. i will NOT put up with this, NOT again, NOT when i'm just about to get off my feet and take control of my life and DO something.
aaaaahhhhh, aaarrrgh, grrrrr, hrmph. ::whimper::
oh, and even better? nausea. the ucky migrainey/headachey nausea. and i took my zofran, oh yeah, supposed to be the best anti-nausea out there, the newest, used for cancer patients. yeah well, its affects last about thirty minutes for me and even then, not very effective during that short time. and the only other nausea medications i know of - i am "allergic" to. well, very adverse and scary reactions. very scary. bitch.
and even better???? my knee is freakin retarded. you'd think it wouldn't hurt, it's not like i dislocated the knee-cap like my sister!!! but the stupid moron hurts. it's in one of it's bitchy spells. hurts to walk up the stairs. i'm 21 damnit, i shouldn't crave a knee-replacement (it's inevitable, i'm aiming for 60, 55 at least).
so, in short (i guess that should have been at top to spare you the boredom) - my body is rejecting me. right when my life was shakily getting off the floor (picture a baby colt trying to stand up for the first time).
eh.