Oct 24, 2004 13:34
i hate my job. seriously. well, not hate, cause i'd have quit by now. i like the people i work with but can't stand the rest of it. i don't feel like i'm doing anything worthwhile, but even that would be okay, if it weren't for the pettiness of my bosses. and the creepiness of one of them - *shiver* - seriously just disgustingly creepy guy. and don't even get me started on grammar (i do a lot of transcription, and my boss is anti-comma, to the point of long, run-on sentences that make no sense and having, maybe, ONE comma in an entire letter).
classes are okay, just tiring. i get up at 8 (i should get up earlier, so i could actually SHOWER before work) go to work until 5 pm, get home around 530 or 545, then leave for class around 615, class usually til 930 (8 or 830 on tuesdays and thursdays), then home and any homework or shit for my online class. ugh, after a 14 hour day - i feel like doing NOTHING. the house is still upside down (because after a week of 14 hour days, who wants to do anything on the weekend?).
anyway. got my absentee ballot, going to send it in this week. have to sign up for classes tomorrow morning and i still don't really know what to take (besides A&P, obviously).
need money, donations accepted. have $30 in my account to last until friday (when i get paid).. that's a problem.... and then rent and bills and all that nonsense have to be paid.
didn't make it to the UMD School of Nursing open house yesterday - had a killer migraine friday night, so i took a concoction of meds to knock me out (yes, i did that on purpose). migranal always has a possibility of not working, so i didn't take that; fioricet sometimes doens't work either; and my neck was hurting like hell. so i took two fioricet and 20 mg flexeril.... ahhh, sleep. unfortunately, i wasn't able to wake up in the a.m. for the open house. damnit.
i wish i was in contact with more people, more firends i should say. as explained earlier, when i get home from work and school, i just want to veg. aside from that excuse, i also regret that i've lost contact with friends from high school, from LJ, and (to a point) from WAC. it gets to the point where you don't know how to re-initiate a friendship, y'know?
head hurts need food.