things:
1. i love lanna BUNNY. she has found inner peace, and i hope she keeps it, especially thru this coming weekend. she deserves so much better. she deserves love and support and as much unconditional giving as she herself gives to those she loves. now, if a certain someone could (and wanted to) step up to this task, i will accept and approve of said someone. but i don't see this happening and therefore i will keep waiting for that special someone to come along who DESERVES my best friend, because she is the most beautiful, special, wonderful woman i've ever seen or known. and i have very high standards for the man with whom she will spend the rest of her life, whoever that may be. with that being said. i'm very very very glad alanna has someone to give her some damn good orgasms and some damn good sex to counteract all that pain.
2. i love angel. i have been at his house for a few days now. and while i love angel, i miss my kitties. how sad is that? but it makes sense. my five kitties have been my most constant companions for the last five months. and they miss me. my dad called to tell me that when he got home, they were all gloomy-faced at the front door, waiting for him. all of them, even little bit. she misses me most, i'm her favorite pet. on the bright side, i might bring little bit with me when i move in with angel. she is a one cat-per-house kind of cat these days. and she loves me. when i'm home, she comes up to me at least five times a day just to get petting, and never claws or bites me. she's more back to normal than she has been since tigger died.
3. that was supposed to be bout how much i love angel. did i tell you i love angel yet? ;) he's wonderful. we got irritated and irritating after a few days together, but that should be better once this is OUR place. i feel like i'm limited in what i can do when i am here (even tho his mom isn't here) i mean in food (because it's not mine), tv, rooms, everything. and it's not a bad thing, i'm not saying i hate this place. au contraire. it's just kinda like living in a hotel, it's not my house, not my comfort zone. but that shall be fixed once i move in. hmmm.... love angel.
4. annoyed.
5. http://sheep123.keenspace.com
6. my future life plans: associate's degree, nursing school (university of maryland school of nursing, ::crosses fingers::), then while working as a nurse - work toward a bachelor's in spanish as well, and (academically/professionally) see where i go from there (higher nursing degree, doctor, etc). marry angel, have kiddies, and kitties, and puppies. i'm thinkin of poppin out a baby in bout four years or so. or five. sounds good, no? oh yeah, for those who don't know, angel and i will be getting married in the spring of 2006, not that we are "engaged" but, we KNOW we are getting married, duh. hmm.... babies. my sister said to my mom once "mom, you know you aren't going to have white grandchildren, right?" - but my sister is now dating a white man, so that may not become true on her part. i'm going to have little chicano babies.
**MAJOR EDIT** i'm stoopid. i forgot: lanna and i are going to open up a women's health clinic too. at some point, 8 years? we'll see when. and where. i'm partial to maryland. ;) baltimore? we'll see. but yeah, we decided we want to help all those people out there who are lacking in information. let's say they get diagnosed with something, but don't get the info on it? that happens far too often. or they never get diagnosed. i'd also like it to be a community center, for children too, cause you all know how much i love kiddies.
7. i have a headache. i have had a headache every day for about two weeks now. i'm going to cry. it hurts. oh, and i've had about 4 migraines in the last two weeks, on top of the headaches. decapitate me now, please? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
2. i love angel. i have been at his house for a few days now. and while i love angel, i miss my kitties. how sad is that? but it makes sense. my five kitties have been my most constant companions for the last five months. and they miss me. my dad called to tell me that when he got home, they were all gloomy-faced at the front door, waiting for him. all of them, even little bit. she misses me most, i'm her favorite pet. on the bright side, i might bring little bit with me when i move in with angel. she is a one cat-per-house kind of cat these days. and she loves me. when i'm home, she comes up to me at least five times a day just to get petting, and never claws or bites me. she's more back to normal than she has been since tigger died.
3. that was supposed to be bout how much i love angel. did i tell you i love angel yet? ;) he's wonderful. we got irritated and irritating after a few days together, but that should be better once this is OUR place. i feel like i'm limited in what i can do when i am here (even tho his mom isn't here) i mean in food (because it's not mine), tv, rooms, everything. and it's not a bad thing, i'm not saying i hate this place. au contraire. it's just kinda like living in a hotel, it's not my house, not my comfort zone. but that shall be fixed once i move in. hmmm.... love angel.
4. annoyed.
5. http://sheep123.keenspace.com
6. my future life plans: associate's degree, nursing school (university of maryland school of nursing, ::crosses fingers::), then while working as a nurse - work toward a bachelor's in spanish as well, and (academically/professionally) see where i go from there (higher nursing degree, doctor, etc). marry angel, have kiddies, and kitties, and puppies. i'm thinkin of poppin out a baby in bout four years or so. or five. sounds good, no? oh yeah, for those who don't know, angel and i will be getting married in the spring of 2006, not that we are "engaged" but, we KNOW we are getting married, duh. hmm.... babies. my sister said to my mom once "mom, you know you aren't going to have white grandchildren, right?" - but my sister is now dating a white man, so that may not become true on her part. i'm going to have little chicano babies.
**MAJOR EDIT** i'm stoopid. i forgot: lanna and i are going to open up a women's health clinic too. at some point, 8 years? we'll see when. and where. i'm partial to maryland. ;) baltimore? we'll see. but yeah, we decided we want to help all those people out there who are lacking in information. let's say they get diagnosed with something, but don't get the info on it? that happens far too often. or they never get diagnosed. i'd also like it to be a community center, for children too, cause you all know how much i love kiddies.
7. i have a headache. i have had a headache every day for about two weeks now. i'm going to cry. it hurts. oh, and i've had about 4 migraines in the last two weeks, on top of the headaches. decapitate me now, please? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh