You have to ask yourself, do you really hate yourself this much?

[swtpopcorn]

Life has sooo many ups and down, so many that we aren't ready for. It really is quite unfair, the politics of life are bollocks! Whats this you always hurt the ones you love most....well Im through with that, no more hurt, physical or mental, Im sick of it and I should really start listening to my friends because they do love me and they do want the best for me....I deserve better, I deserve better, I deserve better....maybe if I say it enough then it will stick and make me realise that all changes that are coming to me are because I love myself enough, Im sick of hating who I am and thinking that it is always my fault, no one is at blame so how can it be my fault.

Think what you will, but really you will never know