Aug 20, 2005 23:59
thursday no idea what i did other then babysit.
friday babysat till 1. went 2 lakeside with katie around 3, went 2 the bookstore. ya im a nerd at times lol. other then that no idea what i did.
today..hollly shit talk about 1 fucking crazy day..1st off went 2 mollys wedding (moms friend) and my mom is letting me drink cuz im with her so i had half of a screwdriver (vodka and oj if u didnt know) and then i had half of stright up hard liquor (peach shnops) and then a sip of chardine which tasted like nastyness,so my mom let me drive home cuz i wanted 2 leave early so i did and got lost only cuz i thought my right was my left and left was my right so obviuosly i took some wrong turns,maybe i was worse then i thought,finally ended at katies 2 show off my dress then came back (brad 2) and me and katie stole some of my moms vodka,i put it with chrystal light and katie had gatorade and that fucked us up a bit so we go back 2 katies and drive around we didnt even notice brad went into the trunk it scared me cuz i was like did we forget brad somewhere i couldnt remember lol and then we fucked with him by turning the music loud and doing sharp turns and we finally forget about him and i turn around and c him crawling out and it looked like the lady from the grudge so i had a fucking heart attack and screamed lol i hit katie by mistake and then she screamed. so then katie runs a red light and that freaked us out. so after we calm down we went 2 starbucks and then when we r leaving (katie is driving) i saw ryan and i was like holy fuck thats ryan and before that katie wanted 2 sit outside so im like no but i had no choice so we sit and figure out what we r gonna do and we sit 4 like 5 or 10 min untill we decide 2 go 2 walgreens but it was closed. so we went back 2 katies house and sat in the parking lot almost sleeping. omg crazzy ass night. it may not seem like it 2 every1 but the people who know me and my past really well will think its nuts. so right now im trying 2 get rid of this feeling that my head is detached from the rest of me and the caffine and liquor buzz im on lol i feel like my insides r all messed up but the outer portion of me isnt..weird feeling, i dont think coffee and liquor mix well.
iv changed so much this summer..but i like it :) i think thats a good way 2 get summer over with. i mean u need 2 do 1 last crazy thing and that was mine. but ill still have fun before school starts.