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i know i haven't been who you all thought i was recently,
the world surrounding me is changing
the colors i knew have faded, and new ones have shined through
my life as i knew it is officially different.
just like the change of leaves and their colors in the fall,
my life is changing as well.. sometimes all crusty when you step on it, but sometimes it's one of the leaves that is the most beautiful of colors... that you want to pick and cherish forever.
i'm sick of research,
i'm sick of studying
my feet hurt
my head hurts, more so my eyes
i want christmas to be here, but i dont want to spend money
i got hotchocolate this morning and it made me happy
my job i love, it's the people that frustrate me
i want to cuddle
i miss the kiss
i'm afraid to admit something.
blah
goodnight.