just another day in the head
i came to a conclusion last night that it frustrates me that I don't know.. I mean I want to know if it is good, but then again I don't want to know if it is bad.. b/c if it is bad then i'll not feel so great and feel dissapointed... ugh.. i hate not knowing
i am upset, it's cloudy and windy and i dont feel like fucking looking for a job today. i need to though. i need money and a life and something to consume my time rather then the boring life of television and internet. ugh. i hate it. i'm always bored
on the other hand... i like being bored. it's relaxing.but it's boring.
i make no sense.
leave love..go to myspace.. looksie at new picture scrollers.. their hott!
xoxo
ps.. i wish i could turn my brain off too
i am upset, it's cloudy and windy and i dont feel like fucking looking for a job today. i need to though. i need money and a life and something to consume my time rather then the boring life of television and internet. ugh. i hate it. i'm always bored
on the other hand... i like being bored. it's relaxing.but it's boring.
i make no sense.
leave love..go to myspace.. looksie at new picture scrollers.. their hott!
xoxo
ps.. i wish i could turn my brain off too