May 09, 2006 23:27
i am not gonna lie.. i am pretty upset.. but then when i feel like i am down and i'm not going to be able to get back up, i hear that song, that always seems to make me smile...
i enjoy it thoroughly... because it is what i want someday, that man to tell me that he will catch me when i fall, the one i can run to, cry to, laugh with, and make memories with... because he'll always be there.. "ever the same" rob thomas...
but yeah i'm studying and it sucks mad cow disease.. i hate it
but it's almost done
i'm frustrated w/ my jerkbutt father who decided it would be a nice turn of events if he would yell at me tonight for no apparent reason..
also how for some reason, as much as i do for people, or i feel i do, they feel i owe them something.. i'm human too,remember that..
thursday i pick up my last pay check from united, bastards jipped me.. oh well.. and then i am job hunting..
for those going home for summer,write/call comment.. if you are here, call me... i would love to hang out.. i need to clear my mind.. it's a freakin hell hole up there...
xoxo
jess