hopefully a long update
First thing I need to say is God help me. And now for the update.
I got all the information to do the envelope stuffing, and it requires totally different things then what I expected, so I decided not to do it. Oh well.
Update on the whole moving situation. I moved in with my grandparents until my mom could find a place (or so I thought). When I first spoke with Grandpa about moving in he said I could live with him as long as I was still in college. I told to be careful with what he was saying because I might take him up on the offer. Well, after staying a week, I was so happy. Nobody fought, it was quiet, so that meant no stress. I have my own room, which I haven't had in at least 6 years, and all my money is for me, not for the rest of the family. So I decided that I was going to live with my grandparents in Canisteo (which is 30 min away from home) rather that with my mom. I wasn't sure how I was going to tell her. She tells me all the time that I'm the good child and I'm her sanity. I never had the heart to tell her that being home took away all my sanity. So I've been praying for a way and an opening to tell her, but I didn't expect tonight to be the night. I was just picking up a bill that came in the mail, and she told me she had found a place to move into in Wayland. Right now she's living with her boyfriend in Hornell with my little sister. Then she said to me, "Your coming with us when we move right?" I couldn't lie to her, I hate lies, and lying. So I just said to her that I didn't know, that all of my stuff was at grandpas and it would be difficult to move it all again. Then she asked me about winter break and I told her I just didn't know. It was so difficult. She's my best friend in the entire world (next in line is roomie, and slowly coming around is roommate). I broke down and explained to her everything. She then broke down. But she understood. Man is this killing me, but hopefully things will be better overall.
McDonalds...........that job is a pretty long haul from the grandparents house so I've been looking for a job closer to me. I applied to Wegman's and Walmart because I don't want to get into the fast food thing again. I've been there for three years. Wegmans called me today to set up an interview. We'll see how that goes. But then it hit me, no more McDonald's, and that made me sad. Not about the place in general, but there's a certain manager, or maybe two, who've done the world for me and I have done the same in return. I'm going to miss them. But man I can't wait to get out of fast food.
Fatness....I got a membership at the YMCA this past Friday, so I started my new "diet" and stuff this week. I went to kickbox aerobics tonight, and man did it kick my butt. But I hope it will help. Between that a few nights a week, softball one night a week, and I will work out in the fitness center the rest of the days, I hope I can lose some inches of me big ol' belly.
Well, I think that's the longest update I've ever had. If you want to chat call the cell....585-455-9418. I sure could use the company.
~Me
I got all the information to do the envelope stuffing, and it requires totally different things then what I expected, so I decided not to do it. Oh well.
Update on the whole moving situation. I moved in with my grandparents until my mom could find a place (or so I thought). When I first spoke with Grandpa about moving in he said I could live with him as long as I was still in college. I told to be careful with what he was saying because I might take him up on the offer. Well, after staying a week, I was so happy. Nobody fought, it was quiet, so that meant no stress. I have my own room, which I haven't had in at least 6 years, and all my money is for me, not for the rest of the family. So I decided that I was going to live with my grandparents in Canisteo (which is 30 min away from home) rather that with my mom. I wasn't sure how I was going to tell her. She tells me all the time that I'm the good child and I'm her sanity. I never had the heart to tell her that being home took away all my sanity. So I've been praying for a way and an opening to tell her, but I didn't expect tonight to be the night. I was just picking up a bill that came in the mail, and she told me she had found a place to move into in Wayland. Right now she's living with her boyfriend in Hornell with my little sister. Then she said to me, "Your coming with us when we move right?" I couldn't lie to her, I hate lies, and lying. So I just said to her that I didn't know, that all of my stuff was at grandpas and it would be difficult to move it all again. Then she asked me about winter break and I told her I just didn't know. It was so difficult. She's my best friend in the entire world (next in line is roomie, and slowly coming around is roommate). I broke down and explained to her everything. She then broke down. But she understood. Man is this killing me, but hopefully things will be better overall.
McDonalds...........that job is a pretty long haul from the grandparents house so I've been looking for a job closer to me. I applied to Wegman's and Walmart because I don't want to get into the fast food thing again. I've been there for three years. Wegmans called me today to set up an interview. We'll see how that goes. But then it hit me, no more McDonald's, and that made me sad. Not about the place in general, but there's a certain manager, or maybe two, who've done the world for me and I have done the same in return. I'm going to miss them. But man I can't wait to get out of fast food.
Fatness....I got a membership at the YMCA this past Friday, so I started my new "diet" and stuff this week. I went to kickbox aerobics tonight, and man did it kick my butt. But I hope it will help. Between that a few nights a week, softball one night a week, and I will work out in the fitness center the rest of the days, I hope I can lose some inches of me big ol' belly.
Well, I think that's the longest update I've ever had. If you want to chat call the cell....585-455-9418. I sure could use the company.
~Me