Jan 23, 2004 21:07
Wow, I haven't updated in a while...don't expect a real one either...I'm kinda lazy...lols Just waiting to go home. =/
Catrisha came over to get the hair straightener and she started listing things to buy to make spaghetti! She's so cute! lols Her and Mark are so adorable! Went to the bonfire/fireworks thingy with Annie. Fun hanging out with her again! =) Twas boring though so we left lols
OMG! I've been in my poem moods all of a sudden. Here's one I wrote today in Biology Lecture (lols I WAS paying attention till it came to me lols):
"Torn"
Torn between two friends
Torn between two lovers
This feeling deep inside of me
Hurts like no other
I feel such pain and sorrow
When I see you two together
I feel so depressed at the thought
THat you and I can never be, ever
I know I should be happy
Because you're happy too
But I just can feel so overjoyed
Knowing that I can't have you
And here's another one from ummm sometime this week...wrote it while trying to put an away message up, and it became my away message lols:
life is full of its ups and downs. sometimes i just wish i had that special someone around. to make me feel loved, to make me feel wanted, to be there for me, regardless. to help ease my pain and rid my worries, to help share in my happiness and joys. to make life easier for me, even though it seems my world is going upside down. to put a smile on my face instead of a frown. to hug me and comfort me, a shoulder to lean on. waiting, patiently, when will i get my special someone? when will i be the one? to one to fall in love. (1/21/04 9:12 pm)