JUST THINKING ...
what a day .. what a day ...
last night i went to sleep crying; thanks Dad I really appreciate everything you do for me and my brothers....SIKE!!; you`re a horrible person and I always said I would never hate anyone but you pushed me too far; i HATE you! you've not only ruined my life but the lives of my uncles; how could you look at yourself in the mirror knowing what you did? you're not a man, you're still a little boy. I wanted you in my life so bad to the point where I would cry daily. I thought the only guy a girl could trust was her daddy. That is so not true. I could never ever trust you. i wanted to grow up and get married and have you walk me down the aisle at my wedding but no you deprived me of that as well. i just want to know what 5 innocent kids did [ me, tony, mark ] along with my 2 brothers [ michael and joey ] who you also walked away on; how could you turn your back on us? i wasnt even 5 years old when you walked away; i mean really you and my mom didnt work but that doesnt mean abandon us kids. we had nothing to do with the split. but wait i forgot you`re not a man and you cant handle you`re responcibilities. FUCK YOU! you're not even my father. you`re name to me is Joseph. you dont deserve the title "DAD"
due to the asshole above, my family is going through a tough time. i broke down on the phone last night but i had my brother there 2 help me. thanx and then brian checked up on me this morning. iloveyou buddie! thx for being there for me and you know im always here for you.
well ... i had to get all that off my chest -_-
bye byez <3