ups and downs
so i'm happy and angry is that possible...
i wont go further...
but let's just say...
i didnt know it was possible to start loosing love for a cuzin that u thought had a heart...
i dont know hoo he is anymore...
but that's enough...
i promised yeah...
but good news..
foozles called me back...
i might get a job...
WOOOT WOOT!
ugh i'm so excited...
hopefully ... ugh and i frikkin heart books....
so yeah...
and it's close,...
baby can visit me whenever he wants.....
so,....
i've actually been keeping in touch with a few of the homegirls...
i'm soo happy to receive the email from miss carlypher!!
i will definitely not ever never loose touch with her...she's a beautiful person dude...ugh u rock!
maego and i are talking right now...
she calms me spiritually...
u rock to ma!!
good luck with thte target thing...
hehe i'll visit for surely!!!!
ALI!!!!!!!!!!!!
aww i heart ali!!
she visited me on wednesday...
we did lunch...
it was yum...
she's soooo great....
chello...
i can never say enough about michelle...
gosh dernit she's the frikkin besttest friend that i've ever had...
we've stuck it out for almost five years...
relatively drama free..
michelle...
u are my other maid of honor when i get married...
it's already decided and that's what i know it's gonna be...
you and tiffany and that's that....
i'm glad that ur my best friend...
no matter what..
and we've gone thru shit to prove it....
maria ma...
gosh arent we like frikkin one in the same?
i think we are...
i see so muuch of me in you.....
i dont nkow...
ur just the best ever...
i'm glad to say that u are truly one of my bestest friend....
i heart u ma...
hahah u got me saying heart...
just like i got u saying awesome....
i apologize however for the lack of fone calls...
due to the fact that well i'm jujst plain gay hehehe okay i heart u.....
tiffany...
my wonderful sister i swear to goshness...
u've gotten me thru some hella tough times....
and i thank you for that...
we've grown so close this year and i will cherish all the beautiful memories we've had...
you are seriously the bestest sister ever...
you top best friend...
your my sister...
your awesome man...
i love u dude!!!
lasstly...
brian eric delgado.......
our friendship has blossomed into something so beautiful...
i cant even explain the extent of love that i have for you....
your my best friend, soul mate, and the mad i would love to spend the rest of my life with...
thru the good and the bad...
you've forever remained the beautiful person i have been destined to be with....
we have faced several challenges in our relationships but here we are...
stronger that ever....
i that GOD every night for the wonderful relationship that he has blessed us with...
i love u doodle]
ugh why am i crying...
maybe because there's this thing...
well this person...
he's my cousin...
i love him...
i really do...
but we've lost him...
i dont nkow who he is anymore...
and i dont want to know who he is now....
i'll be praying for u...............
anger wont get me anywhere
i wont go further...
but let's just say...
i didnt know it was possible to start loosing love for a cuzin that u thought had a heart...
i dont know hoo he is anymore...
but that's enough...
i promised yeah...
but good news..
foozles called me back...
i might get a job...
WOOOT WOOT!
ugh i'm so excited...
hopefully ... ugh and i frikkin heart books....
so yeah...
and it's close,...
baby can visit me whenever he wants.....
so,....
i've actually been keeping in touch with a few of the homegirls...
i'm soo happy to receive the email from miss carlypher!!
i will definitely not ever never loose touch with her...she's a beautiful person dude...ugh u rock!
maego and i are talking right now...
she calms me spiritually...
u rock to ma!!
good luck with thte target thing...
hehe i'll visit for surely!!!!
ALI!!!!!!!!!!!!
aww i heart ali!!
she visited me on wednesday...
we did lunch...
it was yum...
she's soooo great....
chello...
i can never say enough about michelle...
gosh dernit she's the frikkin besttest friend that i've ever had...
we've stuck it out for almost five years...
relatively drama free..
michelle...
u are my other maid of honor when i get married...
it's already decided and that's what i know it's gonna be...
you and tiffany and that's that....
i'm glad that ur my best friend...
no matter what..
and we've gone thru shit to prove it....
maria ma...
gosh arent we like frikkin one in the same?
i think we are...
i see so muuch of me in you.....
i dont nkow...
ur just the best ever...
i'm glad to say that u are truly one of my bestest friend....
i heart u ma...
hahah u got me saying heart...
just like i got u saying awesome....
i apologize however for the lack of fone calls...
due to the fact that well i'm jujst plain gay hehehe okay i heart u.....
tiffany...
my wonderful sister i swear to goshness...
u've gotten me thru some hella tough times....
and i thank you for that...
we've grown so close this year and i will cherish all the beautiful memories we've had...
you are seriously the bestest sister ever...
you top best friend...
your my sister...
your awesome man...
i love u dude!!!
lasstly...
brian eric delgado.......
our friendship has blossomed into something so beautiful...
i cant even explain the extent of love that i have for you....
your my best friend, soul mate, and the mad i would love to spend the rest of my life with...
thru the good and the bad...
you've forever remained the beautiful person i have been destined to be with....
we have faced several challenges in our relationships but here we are...
stronger that ever....
i that GOD every night for the wonderful relationship that he has blessed us with...
i love u doodle]
ugh why am i crying...
maybe because there's this thing...
well this person...
he's my cousin...
i love him...
i really do...
but we've lost him...
i dont nkow who he is anymore...
and i dont want to know who he is now....
i'll be praying for u...............
anger wont get me anywhere