wowow
so it's been a long time since i've updated so illl give a very uhmm i dont nkow how to describe it kinda update...
so lately i've been chill u know doin the babysitting thing...spending time with my oh so wonderful brian eric....
i've been really happy like with my life and how things have been going...
but i'm super scareda bout my future...
i reallly really wanna do well like unnbelievably...
and i know i can..
u dont even know how good it felt when brian told me that i could...
like hearing him tell me that i could do it and that i was smart relaly made me feel confident..
he's seriously like so awesome...
i put u thru so much doodle and ur still there for me honestly...
i'm blessed by GOD so much....
my family is so awesome dood...
kuuya virgil and i have been talking quite a bit lately...
and it just really feels good to be back in touch with my "big brother"....
i've realized how much i've grown up and how many people i've just seemed to loose touch with...
but i have the awesome friends that i do now....
maybe i have bad judgement or maybe i'm just way to caring i dont nkow what it is...
but u know what i'm fine with it....
i have no hard feelings towards anyone..
and have decided that it's time to move on with my life to the bigger and better things that GOD has promised me...
i remember when FRANCIS my youth minister quoted something from REVELATIONS...
gosh i wish i remembered what it was.....
i've been reading this book called FRANNY AND ZOEY...
thank u soo much for that book BABY...
it's a really good book for anyone hoo's faith is kind of astray...
it goes on to talk about like small prayer...
like "LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME"....
if u say it enough...
it becomes prayer without siezing...
man it's such an awesome book everyone should go read it..
its by JD SALLINGER...
now that my high school career is over..
i feel like i get a brand new start with my life...
n seriously like GOD sent me so much love it's not even funnie....
i have people in my life that make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world....
my family is so awesome dood i cant even stress how important they are to me...
and brian omg brian is juust seriously like AAAAAAAAAa u knwo like i love him so much i cant believe things are like this...
i never though i was LIVE literally LIVE to be with someone so loving..
BRIAN has seriously been my "THERAPY" in my fight against depression...
i've almost gone back a few times only to revive back because he brought me back...
seriously like not even kidding like i cant believe that i'm sooo lucky...
i know that janina knows exactly what i'm talking about dont ya!!!
haha
then my friends...
someone once told me that they would "rather have one TRUE friend then a LOT of sorda kidna friends"...
i've come to the realization that i agree with that person...
friends come and go but the real ones hold on real tite...
wow this is a really kidna sorda deep entry!
kris is the big bad 18 now...
i can legally do so many things...
but i recall maria ma...
one of those great friends that hold on real tite....
saying...
turning 18 feels the same...
just lots of "perks".....
so here i am guyys...
big bad and 18...
i have lots of lessons to learn in life....
but i think that i have the right people to guide the way...
ur all sooooa wesome
so lately i've been chill u know doin the babysitting thing...spending time with my oh so wonderful brian eric....
i've been really happy like with my life and how things have been going...
but i'm super scareda bout my future...
i reallly really wanna do well like unnbelievably...
and i know i can..
u dont even know how good it felt when brian told me that i could...
like hearing him tell me that i could do it and that i was smart relaly made me feel confident..
he's seriously like so awesome...
i put u thru so much doodle and ur still there for me honestly...
i'm blessed by GOD so much....
my family is so awesome dood...
kuuya virgil and i have been talking quite a bit lately...
and it just really feels good to be back in touch with my "big brother"....
i've realized how much i've grown up and how many people i've just seemed to loose touch with...
but i have the awesome friends that i do now....
maybe i have bad judgement or maybe i'm just way to caring i dont nkow what it is...
but u know what i'm fine with it....
i have no hard feelings towards anyone..
and have decided that it's time to move on with my life to the bigger and better things that GOD has promised me...
i remember when FRANCIS my youth minister quoted something from REVELATIONS...
gosh i wish i remembered what it was.....
i've been reading this book called FRANNY AND ZOEY...
thank u soo much for that book BABY...
it's a really good book for anyone hoo's faith is kind of astray...
it goes on to talk about like small prayer...
like "LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME"....
if u say it enough...
it becomes prayer without siezing...
man it's such an awesome book everyone should go read it..
its by JD SALLINGER...
now that my high school career is over..
i feel like i get a brand new start with my life...
n seriously like GOD sent me so much love it's not even funnie....
i have people in my life that make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world....
my family is so awesome dood i cant even stress how important they are to me...
and brian omg brian is juust seriously like AAAAAAAAAa u knwo like i love him so much i cant believe things are like this...
i never though i was LIVE literally LIVE to be with someone so loving..
BRIAN has seriously been my "THERAPY" in my fight against depression...
i've almost gone back a few times only to revive back because he brought me back...
seriously like not even kidding like i cant believe that i'm sooo lucky...
i know that janina knows exactly what i'm talking about dont ya!!!
haha
then my friends...
someone once told me that they would "rather have one TRUE friend then a LOT of sorda kidna friends"...
i've come to the realization that i agree with that person...
friends come and go but the real ones hold on real tite...
wow this is a really kidna sorda deep entry!
kris is the big bad 18 now...
i can legally do so many things...
but i recall maria ma...
one of those great friends that hold on real tite....
saying...
turning 18 feels the same...
just lots of "perks".....
so here i am guyys...
big bad and 18...
i have lots of lessons to learn in life....
but i think that i have the right people to guide the way...
ur all sooooa wesome