Jun 03, 2005 17:21
OK HERE IT IS I AM NOT PREGNANT WITH MARKS KID I AM PREGNANT WITH JOSHS I AM 6 WEEKS AND 6 DAYS TODAY I AM DUE JANUARY 21ST AND MY BABY IS 2.83 CM YEA ANYWAYS THE STORY IS WHEN I CALLED MARK THE NIGHT I FOUND OUT HE SAID THAT JOSH PROBALY WOULDNT TAKE CARE OF IT AND WOULD TRY TO MAKE ME HAVE AN ABORTION AND I WAS KINDA SCARED OF THAT CAUSE I WANT THE BABY SO MARK SIAD THAT HE WOULD BE THERE FOR ME AND TAKE CARE OF IT AND IT WOULD BE HIS WELL I WAS KINDA IFY ABOUT IT BUT THEN I JUST THOUGHT I NEED SOMEONE THERE FOR ME AND THAT I CANT DO IT ALONE WELL I NOW REALIZE JOSH WOULD NOT HAVE MADE ME DO THAT AND I SHOULD HAVE JUST TOLD THE TRUTH BESIDES I THINK YOU GUYS WOULD HAVE KNOW BECAUSE I HADNT HAD SEX WITH MARK SENSE LIKE THE BEGINNING OF MARCH END OF FEB IT WAS AT THE HOTEL THE TIME ANDREA CAME AND I TOLD HER SHE COULD NOT COME IN DUH THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN A CLUE RIGHT THERE ANYWAYS ANDREA IT COULD NOT BE JONNY B CAUSE AGIAN I AM NOT FAR ENOUGH ALONG AND I DID NOT SLEEP WITH SCOTT DAVIS WHO EVER SAID THAT IS A PATHALOGICAL LIAR I CAN TAKE ONE GUESS THOUGH CAUSE I ONLY KNOW ONE OF THEM NAMED MARK AND YES ANDREA I AM SURE EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME WAS TRUE ABOUT MARK BUT YOU KNOW WHAT EVERYTHING IO SAID WAS TO AND IF CHEALSA IS SUCH A GOOD FRINED NOW WHY ARE YOU CALLING HER A FAT CUNT? I TALKED TO HER LAST NIGHT AND TOLD HER THE TRUTH I BET SHE WAS HAPPY SHE ALSO SAID THEY WERE SSTILL TOGETHER CAUSE I ASKED BEFORE I TOLD MARK TO SHOVE IT AND HE GOT MAD CAUE I WAS "JUST TRYING TO WORK CHEALSEA UP" CAUSE I TOLD HER MARK ASKED ME OUT AND BLAH BLAH BLAH ALL THE SAME SHIT I AM TELLING YOU AND I AM GOING TO HAVE A PATERNITY TEST DONE FOR JOSH CAUSE OTHERWISE HE WILL ACT LIKE A DUCHE AND IF HE DOESNT WANT TO BE AROUND HIS OWN KID THEN HE CAN PAY CHILD SUPPORT AND IF HE DOES THEN GOOD I HOPE HE DOES CAUSE I GREW UP WITH OUT A DAD AND I KNOE HOW IT IS I DONT WANT MY KID THE SAME WAY THAT IS UP TO HIM THOUGH AND I CAN UNDERSTAND WHERE HE WOULD WANT A PATERNITY TEST BECAUSE WE ARE NOT GETTING ALONG WELL KINDA NOT REALLY ANYWAYS I AM GOING TO GO I WILL WRITE AGIAN ANOTHER TIME HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON ANDREA JUST WATCH YOURSELF YOU REALLY NEED TO FACE THE FACTS OF WHAT MARK IS DOING YOU DO KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING AND I KNO0W YOU LOVE HIM AND JUST DONT WANT TO ADMIT IT BUT TO BE PERFECTLY HONEST WITH YOU IS IT WORTH ALL THE HEARTBREAK PLEASE THINK ABOUT THAT LONG AND HARD LOOK AT ALL THE OTHER NICE PPL YOU COULD HAVE ONES THAT DONT SHIT THEMSELVES I AM GOING TO TELL YOU THE SAME THING MY MOM TOLD ME IF YOU HAD A KID WITH HIM YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR KID SHIT CAUSE ALL YOU WOULD SMELL IS SHIT HE NEEDS TO LEARN TO TAKE CARE OF THAT SERIOUSLY. YOU ALL HAVE TO AGREE. OK WELL ANYWAYS JASMIN HOWS BABY AND COREY AND YOU ALL GOOD I HOPE BET YOU CAN NOT WAIT TO GET HER OUT LOL I KNOW I CANT LOL WELL AMY SAID YOU WERE DOING PASSAGES HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT I AM LOOKING INTO IT BUT DONT KNOW MUCH. OK WELL WRITE BACK RENEE AND SALINA YOU BOTH HAVE TO COME UP SOON SLAINA TO SEE VEANNA AND RENEE TO VISIT ME AND HANG OUT WELL SALINA THAT TO BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU ALL CRYSTAL TAKE CARE OF MY BABY AND ILL TAKE CARE OF YOURS WELL PART YOURS AND SALINAS SORRY SALINA YOU HAVE TO SHARE JUST ALITTLE LOL TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TO CRYSTAL AND J WRITE TO ME SOMETIME WHEN YOU EVER GET ON AGIAN LOL LOVE YA YOUR GONNA BE AN UNCLE LOL AARON CONGRATS ON SCHOOL GET YOUR LICENSE SO YOU CAN COME SEE ME SEE YA ON TUESDAY THOUGHT I LOVE YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE I FORGOT ALEX JOE TRACY YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE OUTTA HERE MMFCL (I THINK THIS IS MY LONGEST ENTRY YET LOL)