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I both look forward to and detest the 2nd Thursday of the month.
Its the night for The Compassionate Friends meeting. A grief support group for parents and siblings of children who have died.
I think its good to talk, its good to know there are others out there who know what my family and I are going through. The not so good part... the absolutely draining negative energy from some folks. The ones who havent found a way to start healing yet. It scares me. Wondering if I will end up like that. I think to myself, ohhh but Im not like that now, surely that wont change that much.. right? Ummm RIGHT?!?!?
Some of the people tell me that the 3rd year tends to be the worst. The shock fades, it sinks in. I'm only 9 1/2 months into the grieving process right now. I really wonder about my future sanity.
~M
Its the night for The Compassionate Friends meeting. A grief support group for parents and siblings of children who have died.
I think its good to talk, its good to know there are others out there who know what my family and I are going through. The not so good part... the absolutely draining negative energy from some folks. The ones who havent found a way to start healing yet. It scares me. Wondering if I will end up like that. I think to myself, ohhh but Im not like that now, surely that wont change that much.. right? Ummm RIGHT?!?!?
Some of the people tell me that the 3rd year tends to be the worst. The shock fades, it sinks in. I'm only 9 1/2 months into the grieving process right now. I really wonder about my future sanity.
~M