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I'm hurt. By more than one person. I think 2 of the people know about this...but one person...is about to be broadsided. I don't wnat to do it this way, but if i don't... I'm going to burst.
Person *1. We've already talked about things. I'm sorry. I feel like I'm going to be a hypocrite if i stay @ school now to take summer classes. It's the last thing I want really. I want to come home and be w/everyone. You, however, want to be as FAR away from home as possible. I know you want *us* to come w/u, but we cant. I can't help feeling like...maybe it's something I did that makes you not want to be home. Maybe it was the whole thing in December. Or perhaps, it was the whole thing over Easter break. You're one of my closest friends and I just want us to be cool like we were 2 summers ago when we were 'movie buddies.' You don't know how much you're friendship means to me. I <3
Person *2. I know you're going through a lot right now. I'm just hurt b/c I know what it's doing to you, plus, it seems other people might be getting affected. We've talked about visiting each other @ school since like...Jan. You seemed all good about it today, until tonite. Suddenly, b/c of another situation you didn't want me to get caught up in something awkward. I've been in worse in my life...and I just wish this wouldn't control stuff like who you hang out w/. Ouch :(
Person *3. You're about to be blindsided. I don't know how to start this to you. I'm crying now b/c I'm scared that what I might say, could harm our friendship. I <3 you soo much, and I know you know that. I'm just hurt. I came and visited you at school...but you never came to me. You've said things come up and etc and that's understandable. Then you said 2 wks from now you'll come, I'm just afraid 'something else' is going to come up and it hurts. Sometimes...I feel like I put all the effort into our friendship. Always inviting u to concerts, to hang out, Iming you on line, calling you to talk. I know you're here for me w/everything, sometimes, I just can't help but feel a lil bit hurt. I'm sorry that this is how you have to find out. It's the only I'd be able to do it and kinda sorta keep my composure. Rock and Rollforlyfeever <3
I need some tissues.
I'm hurt. By more than one person. I think 2 of the people know about this...but one person...is about to be broadsided. I don't wnat to do it this way, but if i don't... I'm going to burst.
Person *1. We've already talked about things. I'm sorry. I feel like I'm going to be a hypocrite if i stay @ school now to take summer classes. It's the last thing I want really. I want to come home and be w/everyone. You, however, want to be as FAR away from home as possible. I know you want *us* to come w/u, but we cant. I can't help feeling like...maybe it's something I did that makes you not want to be home. Maybe it was the whole thing in December. Or perhaps, it was the whole thing over Easter break. You're one of my closest friends and I just want us to be cool like we were 2 summers ago when we were 'movie buddies.' You don't know how much you're friendship means to me. I <3
Person *2. I know you're going through a lot right now. I'm just hurt b/c I know what it's doing to you, plus, it seems other people might be getting affected. We've talked about visiting each other @ school since like...Jan. You seemed all good about it today, until tonite. Suddenly, b/c of another situation you didn't want me to get caught up in something awkward. I've been in worse in my life...and I just wish this wouldn't control stuff like who you hang out w/. Ouch :(
Person *3. You're about to be blindsided. I don't know how to start this to you. I'm crying now b/c I'm scared that what I might say, could harm our friendship. I <3 you soo much, and I know you know that. I'm just hurt. I came and visited you at school...but you never came to me. You've said things come up and etc and that's understandable. Then you said 2 wks from now you'll come, I'm just afraid 'something else' is going to come up and it hurts. Sometimes...I feel like I put all the effort into our friendship. Always inviting u to concerts, to hang out, Iming you on line, calling you to talk. I know you're here for me w/everything, sometimes, I just can't help but feel a lil bit hurt. I'm sorry that this is how you have to find out. It's the only I'd be able to do it and kinda sorta keep my composure. Rock and Rollforlyfeever <3
I need some tissues.