Down.down.down.
I need a good suprise. My life is too predictable & boring. & chances are, it will just get worse. I have so many things built up inside & I don't want to let them out because I hate hurting people, but right now I just cant help it.
What can I do to make it better? To make my life more organized.....how can I find a little motivation?
Things aren't the way they used to, & not in a better way....I can't put my finger on it exactly. I guess I just need to keep trying, & searching, & testing things out. we'll see.
-She used to be the one he lived & breathed for. He thought she was desirable & beautiful & believed her to be more then he could have ever hoped for. But now living & breathing comes naturally without her, what a shame.-