Waking up sucks
Almost skipped my bio class. I brushed my teeth and decided that i was just too tired to go in, tried to go back to sleep, and couldnt even though i was tired ( a lot like last night). that is really beginning to annoy me. So I went and it wasnt torturous, just boring and a waste of my time. Had soc and I almost fell asleep while he was talking. Right now, Im pretty awake. Got a letter from Letty, my old lady friend from back home at the nursing home I used to work at- I miss her too. I miss my home, my kitty, parents to an extent, my katie and my josh of course. My mom has officially pissed me off. She said she was going to give me my allowance- of 15 dollars a week (woo hoo)-- but it would be 30 cuz its every two weeks that i get it. and then she was like oh... the phone bill came and you went over and it's 30 dollars. seems quite a coincidence. i know ur thinking, wow she is really untrustworthy. but u dont know my parents-- they are money hungry greedy people as much as i love them. that is what i dont want to become. they are incredibly cheap and dont really give me money outside of my allowance. i dont expect to be handed money whenever i want it, but when im stealing toilet paper from public bathrooms, things arnt looking too good. But she wants me to pay for it- of course. i understand this but she doesnt really notice that IMPOOR AND I NEED MONEY. she bitched at me cuz i have 67 dollars on my RU express which is actually good considering i started off at 75. i have 99 left for food- but what can she expect- im new at this and it takes some getting used to. geez. also, when she emailed me back, all she did was bitch about money. she didnt even congratulate me on my midterm grades. All b's except an A in university 100 and a C in bio which will change. I felt hurt by that cuz sometimes all they care about is money. Ugh. Im expecting a nasty email letter back telling me how I dont know how to control my spending.... Sunday I went to Macado's-- a restaurant for the illinformed) and it was like $10 but it turned out they dont except RU Express which is gay and not Discover which is more gay. So roxy had to pay for me and i have to pay her back. but im gonna get bitched out on that one too. I really dont want to see them this weekend. after all of this. Oi. its freezing here. Im like keeling over or however u spell it bc its so cold-- ppl look at me strange and ask me where im from.... and i have to say northern va. pathetic. i have tons of tests to study for. Feeling the stress come back. excitement. I just want to be home--- at the party with josh having a good time. >----- unwind-----